Hay sentimientos difíciles de expresar. Uno de ellos, el de frustración ante situaciones dolorosas, inexplicables, injustas, incomprensibles. Un sueño truncado, la muerte de alguien que significa la pérdida de una parte de ti mismo, situaciones de desgarro, sentirse perdido, abandonado, sin ilusión.
Ahí, cuando la oscuridad nos rodea y nuestros gritos de auxilio se pierden tras un eco sin respuestas, lo primero que ponemos en cuestión es nuestra fe y a Dios mismo. ¿Por qué? ¿Cómo has podido permitirlo? Estas y otras tantas preguntas incontestables son lanzadas como puñales contra un Dios que permanece oculto a nuestros ojos nublados.
Pero ahí, solos y perdidos, con la toalla a punto de caer, Él volverá a aparecer… Porque en realidad, nunca se marchó.
The Fray (The Fray, 2009)
I found God on the corner of First in Amistad
Where the west was all but won
All alone
Smoking his last cigarette
I said «where you been?»
He said, «ask anything»
Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Spent by the telephone
That never rang
And all I needed was a call
That never came
From the corner of First and Amistad
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who’s ever known who I am
Who I’m not, and who I want to be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Early morning
City breaks
I’ve been calling
For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve
Taking all our love
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Where were you? Where were you?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Why’d you have to wait
To find me?
To find me?